WELCOME!!! Let me Introduce myself.
Hi, my name is Crystal HOSANNA Garcia and I am thirty-six years of age and am the birth mother of a 20 going on 21 year old girl. I was born and raised in the beautiful Caribbean twin islands of Trinidad and Tobago and my birthday is our country’s Independence day August 31st. While most Caribbean children from my generation was living the ideal childhood, I was accumulating some of the most horrific and graphic memories and images that would make you cringe. I have endured some of the worst and sinister experiences known to man in my short life. I have seen, heard and felt things no human much less that a child should, things that would make your stomach turn and your blood boil.
Through out my youth, I’ve crossed paths with people, which I strongly believe were just puppets being used by the enemy ( satan, iblis, the devil,…etc. ) to break my spirit, which on the contrary just strengthened it. For many years of my early youth, I would literally beg The Most High JAH to make me forget all the evils I had encountered and give me a fresh slate to work with. But praise be Jahovah, because, fortunately He never listened much less to even to answer my pleas, but instead, He made them every more vivid, so that now I can share it all and to bare it all for you the world.
At a very tender age I had to begin mental health treatment (which I am still taking at present) and was advised to start a journal, depicting my past experiences and feelings till that time, relate the present accounts and my future ambitions. Sadly, I would usually start writing, stop and often found it difficult, maybe even impossible at times to continue. You see, I would always revisit the exact moment, feeling every emotion, every sensation and all the fears and confusion that came with it. When I came into my early twenties, only then I learned to embrace all I had gone through and think of it all as lessons and foundations that were being set in my life to create the woman you get to meet today. That’s when I decided to start listening to all the voices in my life that told me I should write.
At first, I was oblivious as to how exactly I was going to achieve this feet but I have a determined spirit, even up until recently I was still in a state of cluelessness. Alas, I’ve now gained the strength, courage and the opportunity to step out of darkness that has kept me trapped under the hold of all my abusers, my poor choices and my idiotic decisions. Now as I invite you into my world, hold on to anything that would keep you on the ground while I take you on an emotional rollercoaster of events, that will bring ecspecially bring tears to your eyes, anger to your soul, confusion to your mind and even sadness to your heart. But all in all you are now passengers on a journey through my past, into my present and onward to the future.
WHY DO I WANT TO HELP PEOPLE?
I would like to help people, not just because I want to, but mostly because I feel the NEED too. You see, when I started on my road to recovery ( which I am still driving on slowly but surely ) there was no one else there for me other than Jahovah, Jesus and myself. Now I could very well say to you “go pray about it” as all religious individuals, leaders and groups may advise. That by itself won’t be enough for everyone and that by itself doesn’t always comfort as it should. The fact is that we as human beings need more than just encouraging words, more than a shoulder to cry on or a pat on the back. We humans are social beings, hence we all need each other and we all need to know we are not alone in our fight.
We all need to connect with someone or something we can hear, see and/or touch, to feel a sense of reassurance that there are others. At some point in all our lives we need to hear from someone, anyone…” You can get through the storm.” Or “I’m going to help you through this.” And actually feel confident that they are sincere. I know what it feels like to be alone with out friends or family. I have relatives, but I have never had or felt the true meaning of the word “FAMILY” till now. I was surrounded by aquaintances and never knew what true friends looked like till recently. Now, I know there are millions of people out there in world that live with this same level of loneliness every day of thier lives. I have also learned that no one can truly understand how another person may feel about any situation, event or experience which occurred in ones’ life, unless the person/s on the outside looking in, had been faced with the same or similar. Some how I believe that I can and will relate to a lot of people and can be some form of support and that’s why I’m here.
THE GOAL OF MY SITE
The GOAL of my site is to bring a level of HOPE to all the boys, girls, men and women around the world that are or have been the victims of abuse, by reminding them that there is a way out of any and all seemingly hopeless situation. “Even for YOU.” My site is let YOU knkw that there is escape from the nightmares and darkness that have plagued YOUR LIFE. I am here now to take YOU in direction of the light (Jesus) by telling you about my darkness and how I saw who was always there with me and He’s there right by your side too. I intend to help you gain or regain the financial, psychological, emotional and even physical freedom, we all deserve.
Another GOAL for my site is also to share the great news about the wonderful community and family of over 2.4 million individuals at WealthyAffiliate.com that has welcomed me with open arms and given me the training to set up my very own website so that I can now connect with YOU. I am also aquiring the knowledge and skills via the courses hrer at Wealthy Affiliate to be a TOP Online Affiliate Marketer. I need you to know that this same opportunity is also available to YOU. The GOAL of this site is to show you that if I can be successful after all the crap I’ve been through, YOU can do it too. YOU DESERVE IT AND I BELIEVE IN YOU.
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All The Best